Just now, I happened to stumble upon my New Year resolutions in my booknotes. After a series of unfulfilled resolutions from year to year, I almost gave up on the thought of making a new one. But I was eventually did it again this year. This is what my 2014 New Year Resolution looks like:
- Become more creative by capturing new ideas
- Engaging in challenging tasks
- Broadening my knowledge by reading many books with interesting topics
- Interacting with stimulating people and places
Somewhat I think I become a boring person. It made me angry with myself. What will my 13 years old self said to me if she meet me now? That girl that was willing to explore places that she never goes. Brave enough to take different routes to friend's houses, just to satisfy her curiosity whether there's a better and faster route to get there. A girl that didn't hesitate to defend herself, maintain peace amongst friends while always speak her mind. A girl that think the world is amazing until she learned to be cynical and become me. Maybe she would just ask me. "Did you falling into depravity?". And here I am wondering, why did I let negative emotions corrupts me, take away my empathy into apathy? Oh geez, I'm blabbering again.
The thing is, I've decided to do Resolution no. 2. I will do a challenging task! Considering how I have difficulty to keep my commitment, I decided to do something that probably is a nightmare for a lazy person like me. I will write a blog post everyday in July! So it will be 31 posts with this as the first post! Please wish me luck and look forward to my articles, okay? .^^
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