I love many kinds of music and had went through various change in musical preference. From indie to mainstream. From classical music to jazz. Music is very important for me.


A little bit different from other girls, rather than spend my money to buy clothes, shoes, or cosmetics, I usually choose to buy books instead.


Pharmacists are healthcare professionals who practice in pharmacy, the field of health sciences focusing on safe and effective medication use. For me the science of pharmacy is fascinating and interesting.


I'm a movie enthusiast. Particularly for Fantasy, Adventure, Animation and Science-Fiction Movie. It's a nice way to escape the reality for a while.

Friday, August 31, 2012

September Wish

For me, there's nothing special about September. Well, except that one of my best friend was born on September 3rd and one of my favorite song to play on guitar is "Wake me up when September end" by Green Day. Really, there's nothing particularly very important in this month. But out of nowhere suddenly I want to change a lot of things, and I want to start from this September.

There's a lot of things that I want to fix about myself but for now I only have 3 wishes!!
  1. I promise myself to get closer to God. I don't know why, I think I'm getting further away since I came to Jakarta. We really can't take this city lightly! Since I have a lot of stress due to my work, I tend to runaway and find consolation in things like games, movies, music, shopping sphere and internet. Rather than pray, I wasted my time to overcome negative emotions that pile up inside of me with those things. But I honestly think that the most peaceful time for me is when I pray to God. I remember those times when I love to share all of my thought, feelings, worries, and fear when I pray. For me, God is my ultimate consolation. Try to runaway from all of things that make me stress just make thing worse and is not good for my soul.
  2. I want to meet new friends!! I want to expand my horizon and exchange ideas with new people. Lately I feel like I don't have any progress in my competencies and thinking abilities. I'm stuck. I've been working for more than 2 years, yet my capabilities is the same, if not decreasing. The problem is almost all of my time, 5 days a week (sometimes 6 days), 9 hours a day (often more), I spent it with same people. Sometimes when I accidentally bump into someone that I didn't know (like in the concert) then have a nice chat with them, it feels like a fun intermezzo in my life. It's a pity if I couldn't optimized my potential.
  3. I promise to be more well-organized. Well, my randomness is somewhat my charm but I really think I need to be neater. The way I organize all the things that I have to do e.g my work lately is horrible, my mind need to be more well-ordered. This is not easy since I'm more an "Artist" type than "Science" type, but I'll try.
I really hope that I could fulfill all of those wishes. Wish me luck! Ganbarimasu yo!

Saturday, August 25, 2012


One OK Rock is one of my favorite Japanese band. That's why I feel so excited to hear that their new single will be the soundtrack of Rurouni Kenshin Live Action Movie. Moreover, the actor that played character Kenshin Himura is Takeru Satou!!! Movie that was based on one of my favorite anime, the main character is played by one of my favorite actor and the soundtrack is sung by one of my favorite band. Sounds so amazing eh?? ^^

Takeru Satou as Kenshin Himura

Takeru Satou

The PV on Youtube:
I haven't listen to the whole single yet, but the main song (the beginning) is a nice rock song. You could download it here. The password is reinkoku. Credit to the uploader.

The lyrics of the song:

Just give me a reason
To keep my heart beating
Don’t worry it’s safe right here in my arms
As the world falls apart around us
All we can do is hold on, hold on

Take my hand
And bring me back

I risk everything if it’s for you
I whisper into the night
Telling me it’s not my time and don’t give up
I’ve never stood up before this time
Demo yuzurenai mono itta kono te wo hanasanai

So stand up, stand up (Just gotta keep on running)
Wake up, wake up (Just tell me how I can)
Never give up
Kuru wa shimi hodo setsunai

Just tell me why baby
They might call me crazy
For saying I’d fight until there is no more
Fureri wo fukunda senkougankou wa kankakiteki shoudou
Blinded, I can’t see the end
So where do I begin?

Say another word, I can't hear you
The silence between us
Nanimo nai you ni utsuteru dake
I take this chance that I make you mine
Tada kakusenai mono kattate yori misekakete

So stand up, stand up (Just gotta keep on running)
Wake up, wake up (Just tell me how I can)
Never give up
Kanashimi to setsunasa

Just give me a reason
To keep my heart beating
Don’t worry it’s safe right here in my arms
Kudaketenaide saite jita kono omoi wa
So blinded I can’t see the end

Look how far we made it
The pain i can’t escape it
Kono mamajya mada owarase koto wa dekinai deshou
Nando kutabarisou demo kuchi hateyou tomo owariwanaisa
So where do I begin?

Nigirishimeta ushinawanu youni to
Te wo hirogereba koboreochisou de
Ushinau mono nado nakatta hibino dasei wo sutete kimi wo

Just tell me why baby
They might call me crazy
For saying I’d fight until there is no more
Fureri ukanda senkougankou wa kangakiteki shoudou
Blinded, I can’t see the end

Look how far we made it
The pain i can’t escape it
Kono mamajya mada owaraseru koto wa dekinai deshou
Nando kutabarisou demo kuchi hateyou tomo owariwanaisa
It finally begins..

Woahhhhh.... I really want to watch this movie now!!! Today Rurouni Kenshin live action will be played in Japan and I don't know when will I watch it with English subtitle. T.T. Hopefully it won't be that long..

Friday, August 17, 2012

Plastic Tree - Kuchizuke

Plastic Tree for their 32th Single, Kuchizuke
It's been so long that I didn't follow news from Plastic Tree so I kinda not up to date. I only know their single, "Kuchizuke" recently even though they already post PV for their next single, "Sion" >.<. Oh, silly me. How come I called myself a Kurage. By the way I really love this song!! Well, even though I strangely feel I ever heard a song with similar melody before. Ha ha ha. This is the PV on Youtube:

You could download the single here. The password is kiss.
Or here if you just want to download "Kuchizuke" song (since basically the single is only "kuchizuke", its live version and its instrumental).

FT Island - Top Secret

Honestly, at first I feel annoyed by this band and not particularly love their music (innocence smile). My friend that love Korean music ever recommended this band to me but I decided to not listen to their song at that time. I was getting more interested to them when one of my favorite guitarist, Hiroto-kun from Alice Nine, praise FT Island and become a fan of its vocalist, Lee Hong Ki. I wonder, what kind of band is this FT Island? Why they could attract attention from Hiroto-kun? "Woah, they must be some kind of great band!!", that's what I thought at that time. I even try to find their song in Youtube and download the music video. But ladies and gentlemen, I guess maybe I pick the wrong song to listen that my reaction to their music is, "what? only like this??". Ha ha ha.

Maybe my expression when I heard "Hello Hello" is like this. Sorry FT Island, I'm not really impressed >0<. He he he 
The first song from them that I listened is "Hello Hello". Don't get me wrong ^o^, that song is quite good. Even my siblings love that song! But sorry, ithat song made me think that they try too hard to appeal to K-pop lover (since I heard that they're a rock band). I listened other song too. I forget the title and I was not impressed too (bitter smile). But this started to change after I listened songs from their newest Japanese single, "Top Secret" that out on August 8th, 2012!!

This is my opinions of the songs:

  • Top Secret
Actually this song is quite good and interesting. It gives alternative rock vibe annd mature feeling especially the guitar sound.  Unfortunately I find this song rather boring because it's too repetitive in some parts. If you're interested, you could download Top Secret here.
  • Beloved
This song is the one which change my whole opinion of FT Island. "Eh.., they could make song like this?", that's what I thought the first time I listen to this song. If feels so "Japanese rock" >.<. A little bit remind me of Luna Sea's style. No wonder Hiroto-kun like them since he's a fan of Luna Sea. This song has dark feels to it. I haven't search the lyrics and meaning of this song yet but I could imagine this is a heart-break song. It deliver pains, sorrows and poignant really well. I recommend you to hear this song, you could download it here.
  • Here
This is an easy listening love song. I recommend it to people who like to listen to pop or uncomplicated song. Download it here.

After that, I listen to all FT Island discography! I have come to the conclusion that I love all their Japanese release & selected release of their Korean songs! That's all. Hope you like it ^o*.

Monday, August 6, 2012

Lazy and Crazy

It's been more than one month that I never update my blog!!!!!!
Lazy me!!!

Honestly, it really feels like I was catching "Lazy Syndrome" just like that famous song from Bruno Mars, the Lazy Song. FYI, even thought many people love that song, I never really like it. But why? Sighh.. Why do that song seems fit me? All I do all day after finished my work just listening to the music, watching videos, reading my twitter timeline, my facebook timeline, news on internet and comments from the people. Geez, if you wanna lose hope in humanity, just read people's comments on internet. That's the fastest way and you'll be like, "Earth is full of idiot people".  I don't know that internet could be this addictive.  I mean, you know that watching and reading all those things on internet won't do any good for you in real life, but still you couldn't help to spend your entire time on it. Ha ha. What?? I'm not the only one like that?? Feels so much better to hear it. ^0^

But I really think that I must end up this period of "Lazy Syndrome" and start to do something more useful like update my blogs with more information. There are many things that I want to post such as Alpha Hydroxy Acids and Heavy Metal in Cosmetics so I would put up a fight to get away from my bed's temptation. Wish me luck!!

This is a scenery in Central Java but it reminded me of My Hometown, Bali 
Last week I got a break from my job and went back to my home sweet home, Bali. I'm so happy!! Although I catch a common cold there but I managed to meet with 2 of my best friends and went crazy to karaoke with my siblings and cousin!! It feels so fantastic that we began and end our fun time by singing BigBang's "Fantastic Baby". Wow!! Fantastic Baby! Dance *begin to dancing crazily*. I want to post some pictures of my beautiful and handsome family, but since I just get that nasty incident regarding my photos on facebook, I think it's better to not post it anywhere. Yeah, some random people (I don't know if he/she likes me, hates me or just some troll with lot of leisure time) create an account using my photos pretending to be me. The worst part is he/she post really nasty line under my name. The best part is my brother is some kind of little hacker that the moment he found that account he deleted it immediately. I guess bad things can still happen on facebook even if you already set that only your friends could see your profile and photos. Silly me. : (

Be careful on internet and please look forward to my post!